do you place particular importance on this quote as well, nil8? it seems to me you have admitted to being a loner and a very obscure person. its kind of coincidental that you also spend a lot of time researching these "fringe" philosophical ideas."He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you."
not that i know a lot about this stuff, but perhaps the word satan has another meaning aside from a designated name. perhaps satan in another language means something not so evil...nil8--why do they use words that have their roots (Satanism, Satanic) in Satan's name, if they do not follow him--as they put it?