So after going through all sorts of crap over the last few months, depression, weight gain, no job, no $$ for college. I think my luck is finally changing. I talked to an ROTC recruiter who is planning to let me into the program so my college is paid for. Im finally dropping weight, i just found 2 savings accounts that i had forgotten about that are helping to pay rent, I'm 95% sure that i got hired for a part time job. and I also had a call from a post on craigs list from the financier (i dont remember the correct name... but she signs all the paychecks for the company) asked me to do a virus removal for her, and said if this goes well that she will send all the computer repairs for her buisness to me (as opposed to best buy GS). Thank goodness. lol... happy day!